HOPE and TRUST

i walked alone this afternoon after having my lunch..passing across the physio department and the hall to my hostel..as i was walking, some kind of feeling hit through my soul..the feeling of warmth and happiness..

without i realize, I'm happy for being here for almost 5 years..there may be no much different from years to years but somehow i love the feeling of being here..

to get up early in the morning, to struggle hard in order to wake up successfully though sometimes i do wanna continue to sleep and skip the round..huu..bad thought aye..haha..to spend time with friends during our study time..and to stay up late at the a&e treating those in need..to jog along with some friends during the evening..and much more..it was so fascinating though there were times when things went wrong..

I'm thinking of enjoying my life without hesitation and negative thought..i don't wanna regret later on..but the fact that all the bad thought keep on running through is undeniable..but i do wanna proceed

o Allah please help me..help me to keep on trying..help to keep on believing..help me to keep on hoping for the best..and help me to keep on living...

cause i know Allah is gracious and merciful and none others for me to rely on, Ar-Ra'd, 13:30..

كَذَلِكَ أَرْسَلْنَاكَ فِي أُمَّةٍ قَدْ خَلَتْ مِنْ قَبْلِهَا أُمَمٌ لِتَتْلُوَ عَلَيْهِمُ الَّذِي أَوْحَيْنَا إِلَيْكَ وَهُمْ يَكْفُرُونَ بِالرَّحْمَنِ قُلْ هُوَ رَبِّي لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا هُوَ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ وَإِلَيْهِ مَتَابِ

Thus have We sent you (O Muhammad SAW) to a community before whom other communities have passed away, in order that you might recite unto them what We have inspired to you, while they disbelieve in the Most Beneficent (Allâh) Say: "He is my Lord! Lâ ilâha illâ Huwa (none has the right to be worshipped but He)! In Him is my trust, and to Him will be my return with repentance."

and i did know that once Allah helps me there's none who can overtake my strong will to succeed and proceed...Ali imran, 3:160:

إِنْ يَنْصُرْكُمُ اللَّهُ فَلَا غَالِبَ لَكُمْ وَإِنْ يَخْذُلْكُمْ فَمَنْ ذَا الَّذِي يَنْصُرُكُمْ مِنْ بَعْدِهِ وَعَلَى اللَّهِ فَلْيَتَوَكَّلِ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ

If Allâh helps you, none can overcome you; and if He forsakes you, who is there after Him that can help you? And in Allâh (Alone) let believers put their trust.

but we have to remember that

the degree to which a person is helped and aided by Allah depends on the degree of his intention, drive, aim and hopes. Help from Allah comes to people in proportion to their drive, intention, hopes and fears and failure comes to them in like manner"

by Ibn Al-Qayyim