going BACKWARD or moving FORWARD

sometimes, i was thinking how happy i'll be if i ever be given a chance to go back to the past..but then i was thinking again..will i able to endure it again in the same manner or even better..who knows aye..we'll never know..so i decided to keep on living without hesitation..keep on heading forward and try hard to colour my future with the best paint ever ^^

and there's time when i was hoping to go to the future..who will i end up to be..how happy will i be..but than knowing those things might pull back all my determination..who knows aye..so i decided to be in whatever time or whenever place i need to be..

there must be reason why Allah put it up this way..as He knows better than us, rely on Him, trust Him, luv Him and worship Him ^^